I love swimming!

The day is the second day that i had studied swimming...i love it...

Though the swimming pool is about 1.55m,I feel it deeply. I couldnt swim fast by this time..

but i will have been swimming faster until Sep...u should trust me...

i cant describle my feeling...such a fantastic nite!To my amazement,i could swim from this side to the other side...out of my mind,i was proved it that i wasnt a stone..coz my Teacher----MR Sunjian said that I was a stone before I had studied swimming....It really made me angry..but I was still couldnt do it well....

anyway,thank him very much....I can swim soon later u teaching me as you may expect...

 

what a swinging life!

Dont stop!!!

 

 

such a boring movie!hah...but i was still went to cinema for it.

There are many arguments in the movie,who do u appreciate?

it definitely got a little bit of fun ,i really dont like the hero of the movie.was he a idiot?

anyway,i got it.

ok...

different point of view...

 

 

okay,next one is Devil wears Prada!

 

 

 

 

I like all the songs from this movie.such a funny film...according to everyone who have already seen this movie,they like this film so much...It's exactly!coz it really make me delighted!

especially for tonite's dinner..I had dinner with simon&sun jian...I havent seen her since i went back to china...she told me that sth happend which are about her recent situation.i think too much currently...so many bad news thrown to me,i just hide for these cases...i dont wanna fact to that.after smiling,i can face to these problem.

okay, c u then!

                      

 

I just want to calm down...but......

huge change?not really changed,maybe only my mind had changed.

i hate myself!

the way is hard to go straight....

I always clash with my father,i dont know why...he is a good man,but he did so many stupid things...i want to hate him,but i cant do it...

anything else?since i dont have you,i have got stronger and stronger.just dont have any reasons to hate u.however,i was broke...this evening will be ruined by myself.

it was Dennis himself that heart-struck...if there is booze,i wouldnt  be drunk..

I have always dreamt of having fun and enjoy life to the full...

but it's too difficult to get this.

 

想起鬼狱里面,女主角走到一个被遗忘的世界.

若是我也回来那个曾被我遗弃的世界

该开心还是是悲伤?

也许永远只能把悲伤留给自己!

I dont care anything except myself!

take care!

心静下来

当我回首过去,希望自己不必再说如果当初....那就好了!

好好调整自己,充实自己,回去给个全新的自己给我那帮老友!

 

蝶,你一直都听我倾诉!

ZZH,你一直都那么热心!

KJL,你终于变了!

LILY,你还是那样...希望你一直美下去..

吖平,希望你复读成功.等着去美国投靠你!

米奇,你欠我十五栋房啊!谢谢你一直帮我!哭了!哈哈!

KINKI,和你一个家庭那是多么地有趣啊!

哈哈....

我们所有人都会越来越好的!大家有点信心好不好!

愉快的日子当然很快过...那就要珍惜!

 

大家一起加油!!!!

有你们真的很开心!

再次多谢这帮好友!!!

 

 

爽歪歪,要一直很爽!

要加油!要上进!

 

 

 

原来少了一个让我支撑的人,生活是那么无味.

原来寂寞不是你在我身边才会有.

原来我是这么没用.

我说要好好开始,都已经那么无所谓了.原来还是害怕失败啊!

 

坏人,你别再来靠近生活.远离我吧!既然能让陪我走过一段小路,为什么大路你不与我同行.你何时会再出现...我曾一度憧憬我们的生活,原来还是自己不懂事.也许真的不值得拥有爱.这东西就真的有这么奢侈吗?你为什么就要在我刚好心动的时候离开.

复杂,我也不想你再走进我.现在才稍稍明白生活是的艰难.看着朋友们找学校.羡慕那些开始就赢在起跑线上的人.不甘心,为什么那些人是那么幸运...我不知道路在何方,是真的在脚下吗?是不是我踏的不够结实,它不出来.

 

每天傻笑,总是在逗我的朋友开心,总是在想办法不让别人失望.

到最后,我还是勉强了自己.

对自己说了好多次,不要勉强自己.

我已经能慢慢抛开家里的事情不去管.但我还是不够坚持...心太软吗?

老电影,老歌.我看看听听,为什么总是想哭...太不够坚强.是不是该学着成熟..不要再到人前开心,可我做不到.永远只能把最私有的那一面留给自己.

 

可以将一切简单化吗?

可以让我不要再担心吗?

可以吗?

 

这么一直活着好累.现在终于慢慢明白父母曾说过的,生活是那么的残酷,竞争是那么的激烈!

就连爱也是这样!

这是个失望与失落交加的时期.

 

我病了,死了算了!

                                                                                              来来来,给我个好人!

 

天空现在是黑色

不喜欢他闷闷的不下雨

天空等下会不会是灰色

不喜欢他这么不打雷只皱眉

就这么沉着

就这么阴着

 

 

海天堂的清心茶真有效,让我喉咙一下子不痛了.昨天见到ZM,觉得她真的很辛苦.以前大家都那么纯真,转眼之间各自不同的际遇.看她累的,我都心伤.希望她好好的咯...昨晚回家,同米奇走了走,吃了吃.真好!躺在床上还有信息飞过来.LILY叫我别吃太肥,可她还是一个劲的买个我吃.WED同ADIE系仙踪林喝东西喝的真开心...我讲了那么多个STUPID 故事给她听...

不觉得是浪费了时间,只是做了自己想做的事,比较开心..期待过后是失落,失落过后是落寞.

 

吉拉推荐的旋转门还真的顶不错.但我不知道是要先看地狱的第十九层.

这类心理悬疑的书,我一直都比较喜欢.是不是跟看柯南和金田一有关?!

上到高中才慢慢接触心理类的书,觉得能懂一个人的心是一件很让人兴奋的事情.

到后来一度想选心理系,但还是没父母阻止.

有机会一定再学这个!

路人甲说不是这么过生活,你的生活不能总是按你计划前行的.生活犹如鸟儿迁徙.

但我不认同,我的生活一直会按计划中行走.只是感情会常常出错,但这个无关痛痒!

 

 

 

 

 

 

which side?

face to trouble,i dont know how to choose my way..currently something really make me confused...i dont have any time to regret anything...do i take it easy?i admited sth that i had done before which was extremely stupid.what a idiot !how fast the time gone!Have the time be gone when we was regreting it?somebody was keen to learn and pass the exam,however there were many person dont care about it.Was it real?I'm not sure for the other's answer.For this reason,sometimes i really really care my result,especially sth which i had tried my best to do, and spent lots of time doing it...

what about love?

Damn love!Damn stupid love!

I'm thinking of my puppy love,that was good memories on my mind.no regret,only happy memoried,a little bit fabulous...it sounds sweet,but that person might have forgot me.whether that person remember me or not,it made my mind deeply and truely ...thx very much!

what about family?

do my family need to say sorry to me?exactly not!

only me....

sorry,sorry...

i cant say anything except "sorry"!

 

          i want to put my head on ur shoulder,

               but i cant find u..cant find u

                  where r u?where r u?

                 somebody tell me!

 

tell me how to choose between my way and parents's way.

The choice is right or wrong?

 

I really dont know...i hv tried my best to do everything that i want to do,but i cant do it well...

sometimes i find that my sky is black&grey,even though i hv many good friends around me...no safety...what can i do?what can i do for myself?i just want to do it well,but sth make me confused.

 

Is that why i couldnt think it carefully?

I cant regret it,can i???

It's life...only complain,everything cant be changed?

 

whatever.i just go straight my way,i believe that i can find the way finaly....

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

寂静的夜

我想起你

 

 

 

突然醒来

寂寞的夜

烦人的夜

想念你

 

那个寒假

那些话

那照片

 

 

 

你不在

 

线断了

 

 

好想你!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I like this movie

 

 

 

 

                                                  Time is running out for a happy ending!